Feelings

I dunno when i started to like you, all i know is i love you more than anyone on the earth now.
I know we cant changed the past, that's y i always look forward with a hope going through every moment with you.
The moment you made your decision is the moment i know my heart is no longer belong to me.
It breaks into pieces again. I tried to embrace myself to be a friend with you.
But your subsequent action make me suffered more than your words.
Your ignorance are like slicing flesh from my heart...
Can't we just be a friend after those incident?
Can't we just go back to few weeks ago?
Can't we start all over again?
I just want someone to share my happiness and accompany me to endure difficulties..
Did i asked too much from you?

I have been wondered,
Did i ever existed in your world?
How foolish I was to think i stand a chance to make an impact in your world..
Your world of ideal should never polluted by a people of my stature...
Forgive such a foolish people..
Sorry.

Did she worth for what I have done?
Certainly, she worth everything i have done, and worth more than things i have not do.
I regret
I regret for not doing my best for her.
For me, there aren't anything worth comparing to her.

Do I still love her?
If you love someone until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
I hit everything but you,
I miss you.

Stop wasting my time

There are one of my friends told me stop wasting their time. From that moments onwards i only realized that i wasting my friends' time.
To all my friends, if i ever waste even 1 second from your life, i would like to make an apology to you here. I really didn't mean to do it.
This incident making me questioned myself...
How i used to treat my friends?
Am i using the wrong method?
To tell the truth, last time i think that if i use my heart to treat ppl, ppl will use their heart to treat me...
I am wrong...
Really wrong
Some may think i am c2pid to treat my friend so nice, but ending myself in a difficult situation.
I never regret my own decision.
But today a very best friend of mine told me I am such a waste of time....WTF
I learnt my lesson of the day...
Never treat ur fren with your heart...
But anyhow i still will cont with it...
God bless...