Friday, April 16, 2010

Human

This topic came across my mind when i went to toilet...
Sometimes i just wondered that why human can differ so much among themselves?
Basically they consist the same number of chromosomes and ideally they are in the same species.
Today i would like to share about some different human i found in my life so far.

They are some kind people who willing to help people around them even they will be burned by the amount of promises they made...
They might think helping, sharing and caring can create a better world for u and for me and the entire human race... (R.I.P.M.J)

Actually they aren't. They're making this world becoming more worse. They never imagine that helping too much actually making someone more lazy and depend on other ppl. If you die now, how many of these ppl u helped u mourn for you after 7days? Will your death affect their daily life? Or even did you ever make an impact in their life? Will they ever remember you who you are?

Some people values their friendship highly. For friend, they can do basically anything in this world from climbing blade hill till entering boiling oil. But this kind of people don't have brain. In this world, we have a term called for benefit relationship. Some people purposely become close to you because you are valuable to them in certain aspect. But do you really is a friend of them after lost your usefulness and value? I doubt that. Once i come across an article that sounds like this, "there are approximately 5 best friends in one life; if you have more than that you are very lucky". Then how lucky are you? How many friends you considered your best pal and they considered you as well? Think yourself.

I'd mentioned about ppl who live by using another friends.Let me further explain about this kind of ppl. Actually this kind of people have received many bias and wrong perception from the public. For me, it is nothing wrong as long as they do not go across the line.
But i must remind them who are in this category that whatever you plant today, you will get whatever fruits. Treating someone based on value is not a bad thing but remind yourself that you value nothing when your parent give u a life. But why you been born to this world?
There is something that cant be measured by anything in this world.

Recently, one of my ex-best friend turn into a workaholic. On the paper, he is a very caliber and responsible young man, excel both in academic and organization. But in his inner heart, i can feel there is something wrong. Whenever i see him, he'll complaining stressful, tired or exhausted. This kind of workaholic people deserved it... haha.. They are the one who keep seeking for higher post and thirst for more power. Do they actually have a limit on their own achievements? And what they actually seek at the end of the day?

There are so many other type of human in this world... I'm very lazy to mention them now... haha... Yupe, i just mentioned another type of human...

Monday, April 12, 2010

A promise

Lately, there is something that bothers me. I have been thinking that that things shouldn't happened in this way. Almost exactly one semester ago, i started it but ended up in miserably. Whenever i see her, there is a mixed feeling inside me. Whatever feeling is it, i can assure you it is not hatred. A promise i made yester year is still the promise i will do today. I'll wait you until end of this semester. It is not my decision to wait you. I'm just a slave of my own heart. And pls do not give me any hope if the miracle is not happening...

Merging

Should i merge this blog with my msn blog?
I don't think there is anyone reading this blog oso... haha
Anyway i will continue this blog and in additional i will post 3 blog as part of compensation for so long didn't use it... haha