Doomed

Since when i have this feeling?
Probably after coming back from SP trip...
I felt down, moody and despair...
I dunno where these kinda feeling came from but it's sure followed me for quite some time now...

First day after holiday, i was told that i will having 3tests next week...
Therefore, i had rejected a sampling job for this weekend so that i have time to prepare for these 3tests and present for our anniversary...
After changed my mobile and seek medical advice from doctor in SP, my bank book showed less than hundreds...
In addition to that, my supervisor called me few days ago that my payment for last event job had some problems and had to be delayed...
Oh god, I really need money urgently... Can someone pls help me?

At the middle of the midnight, i received your call, and we spent almost 3hours in hospital....
Government hospital really lived up to its name...
They crawled in the emergency lobby... Totally inefficient and ineffective...
They just prescribed her the same medicine she got it from the previous doctor without doing any further inspection...
Then what's the difference from buying medicine in pharmacies???

Today is not my day.
I spent an hour starring at the ACT tutorial answers....
I laughed...
My mind totally blank...
Then i spent another 2hours in FST3113 class...
Starring at Dr.SK face....
Blank again...

It seems like i was not at the same pace as most of my course mates...
Or should i?
I looked dumb...
Even though, i have decided to skip the coming food law class at 2pm..^^
I really need something to motivate and energize me...
I'm down

Start of sem and end of holidays

Wow, it was fast...
Two weeks has already passed in a split of time...
I wondered what i did in these two weeks...

Calling company and writing resume for internship?...nope..
Calling company and asking for food fair participation?...not really...
Hangout with my long lost uni mate(approximately 3months though)?....not at all..lolz...

As always, i usually don't start my reading on the first two weeks of sem..
And this sem is no exception too..
Time to say bye bye to my holidays edi...(though i should say it out 2weeks ago...)

Maybe this sem is a bit different as i need to split my time on both studies and relationship...
And this sem i have a new challenge as well... Accounting... but i think i can handle it even though i had skipped all 3/4 of its classes so far...i trust myself though...

Financially, i think i can survive without working until end of August i think...
I still think if i didn't go for Thai trip, i would have 1.5k spare to use...haiz....worked so hard whole sem and then used all in just 7days....T.T

What else i should said leh....
hmm...
oh ya..
When i writing this blog, someone msg me...
There is always things that we want to do and we need to do...
we need to differentiate it very clearly...
When we promise and agree on something, we have the responsibility to do it..
That's why i hardly put myself in certain position or giving commitment...
I would rather put myself to be in a more playful mood than those serious-bastard looking.
Time to put an end to this...need to fetch someone and i still haven bath..T.T
3pm edi... and i'll be late again..haha

Weird things do happened sometimes

1st week of my semester...
Things usually do not start as u like...
I would prefer a more comfortable week and sharing ur wonderful stories with your long lost friends...
but instead ending up of...
hunting for my P.A signature and busy adjusting this sem timetable
My little Rose is a busy women...
She had meeting from day till night...
This sem she has been promoted, congratulation o.. muacks..
But pls take care of ur little boy oso lar...
At least give him a chance to have ur signature since he likes you so much(actually she's lucky that i dont hate her after fst4829)
My last resort..
Put the overcredit paper at her box...
And the next day, she didn't sign it but wrote there, "you cant take 21credit coz u're not final year student"..
I was like wth...
You all know my attitude..
If i don't satisfied with something, i'll fight for it
But she even give me a chance to speak to her...
Chee hoe, u're so cham...pity you
Anyhow, i tried my luck...
I went to her room which written "TIADA"
and start knocking"kok,kok.kok"
After 10sec,when i was starting to walk away, she answered," who is that"
Suddenly i can see a ray of light flashing on top of my head,
"Thank god" my heart told me...
When i trying to argue from my point of view, without hesitating, she signed for me...
I was like....!!! So easy...
Anyhow my ACT class haven't manage to register yet due to quota and lecturer problems..sigh!

This sem my timetable ending up to be totally same as AMY and EVE...
Hope everything is alright...
Amy is a nice girl but dunno why so many course-mates don't like her attitude...
Or perhaps i should interact more with her b4 doing this evaluation...
No comment to EVE...

I ending my academic week with a bang...
I skipped two of my friday class...
Just to work...
Money minded?
I will tell you the reason in the next blog about...