I did it again...

I did it again...
Yesterday night, she cried again.
Sigh..
Let me count.
I think this is the 4th times i make her cried ( for this short period of time together, i think she cried about 5 times)

First time she cried because i was flew to Thailand for a trip.
To be frank, i didn't mean to send a touching msg to make her cry purposely.
I'm just expressing my feeling.
When we having a phone conversation at airport, she cried.
She really made me having a heavy heart to go there( though i was away for 6days only)
It was the first time i actually felt that someone really care about me.
If I'm going to leave this world at anytime,
i know that there will be at least 4ppl crying for me ( my family member and her)

The second time i saw her crying was the time i driving her back to KL from Ipoh,
Back then, she was sharing her past experience with me.
She cried when mentioning about her daddy's incident.
I was driving that time on highway and she was crying...
What can i do?
All i can was just using my left hand to mop away her tears...
and then grabbed her hand,"I'm here with you now"
I really meant it.

The third and the fourth time, she was crying over the phone again.
And due to the same problem and same person.
I promised that i will nvr do it again.
Guess what, i actually felt happy that you had such reaction...
Not that i'm a physco or what,
I just felt that you cared me so much...
I really appreciate the moments i was holding your hand
Really hope we can continue our journey , hand to hand forever

All the best for your exam tml...
Study harder tonight!!!

Weird things do happened sometimes 2

This is the second half of my 1st week...
As i said, things usually don't happen as you like them to do so...
Things started brilliantly...
She accompanied me to fetch my uni best fren aka dailou at Bkt Jalil...
That's the very first time i bring her to see my friends....
There's still more to come...u must prepare o..
I can feel that she very uncomfortable as she seems so quiet..
sorry dear, i shouldn't brought you along at the first place...
We had a wonderful day with some small shopping and a movie...
Predators was nt a bad movie but for me, it's lack of creativity and actions as well...
When we having dinner at pan mee bkt serdang, how LUCKY we are to encounter my course mate again... overall a good day for both of us.

But things got out of control after Sunday...
She having meeting and practice throughout this week...
haiz... i guess i cant complaint much about her activities though..
What i can do for her is just stay beside her when she needs me,
and always support her...
What a little man i can be...
Chee hoe ar chee hoe...
When u start to become a house-man?
that's so unlike you...
Where's the chee hoe i knew b4 this?( die liao)

When someone have so much free time, he usually thinks alot...
Especially when that guy have so much imagination power like me...
For the first few days, i personally thinks that we have communication problems...
But now these problems has solved, at least in this mean time..
Many friends of mine told me that we're from different part of the world...
But i shall prove them all wrong...

I believe that when we have faith and trust on each other...
Everything will be solve...

She said she is changing to become more lady like...
but does she notice that i'm changing too...
She won't notice what i changed but friends around me begins to tell me so...
Love is so powerful....

Since this weekend she's nt free to accompany me,
i decided to work out of boredom and financial crisis( thai trip really did paralyzed my spending power)
Is this fate?
On friday, she told me that this weekend she's nt having practice this weekend...
and i miss the chance to be with her again...
I really hope i can stay with you this weekend...
I really do

Miss you~